Stupid Boi Speaks the Truth!

So okay it is 3 am on Sunday morning. Yeah I didn't go out tonight…even though I got text messages all day asking if I was going out. That gets me! This specific person Chris got an attitude with me tonight because I said I didn't want to go out. (Oh yeah…nobody is safe anymore on here!) He asked me if I was going to come to see him. I said no and he got shitty with me. Well I am sorry, I don't go out all the time. I love Chris…I just didn't like the way he acted tonight. It was rude! I know I don't see him that often…when I said that I just saw him last week he didn't remember because he was too drunk. WOW! What do you think?

 
 

Anyway, so I stayed in tonight and actually fell asleep at around 11pm. Not very exciting until my roommate Allie came home at around midnight. Her "friend" came over and we are now sitting up watching Jamie Foxx "I Might Need Security". Then, around 3 am Brandon (Chipmunk) came over. So now there are four of us just sitting around. Chipmunk is on his phone texting people and we are just talking about the nights events.

 
 

So yeah not too exciting tonight but I did get to think a lot. I have been really moody lately. It is because I have been under a lot of stress. About 2 weeks ago my checks got stolen and I have no bank account right now or access to my money. Then my breaks went out on my Jeep! Wow! It has been a week. That is why I have been really moody. I am really stressed about a lot of other things too. I just don't feel like going into that! I am just really sick of this little town. There are just to many people who are too close with too much drama!

 
 

I am also so sick of dealing with other people's drama all the time. Word to the wise…Don't listen…or act like you don't care. That is why I am too nice some times. I mean I feel that this is the only way I can express how I am feeling cause most people are too wrapped up to even listen. However, the expectation is that you listen. Here is the kicker…ready…when you think that they are listening they really aren't. Can I get some advice sometimes? Where is the person with all the answers?

 
 

I really am always concerned about what others are gonna think of what I say; but I can't do that. I am just sick of not really being able to say what I want. Well this is the new me. I am no longer gonna hold my tongue. I am not gonna be mean about it…but I am not gonna be really that nice either!