Stupid Boi at Work...

Okay so it’s Monday and I am back at work! Yay! I am so looking forward to this short week. I get a 4 day weekend! I also got paid today which means nothing at this point because I am again….without. But I did get my car back! That is why I have no money! So I am excited about that. I have really been sitting here deep in thought. I have to say that I really needed to take my own advice lately.

You see part of my job is to help those with addiction issues. I am always telling people that you cannot change until you want to change. Well I was sitting here trying to change someone. I finally looked at the situation and realized that I was in the wrong. So I am sorry for that.

This friend tends to smoke a lot of pot lately. Not that I have never done that. I just choose not too at the time. Well it really bothers me that they do this. I don’t know why it does, and it really isn’t my place. He is really respectful of me when he does it. He doesn’t do it in my home, or around me, and never asks me if I want to do it with him. So I guess my real issue is that he drives high….but then I am reminded that I have driven drunk before (I mean stupid f***ing move) So I have no room to even talk. I would never judge my friends for the choices they make. I would simply let them know that isn’t where I am going on my life path. So Chips I have to apologize to you for acting that way. I just get worried about my friends and I don’t want to see them go down the path that I see everyday at work. I guess out of my friends I am the protector.

So we played trivial pursuit again last night!! Sally Jo and I won….again. But then everyone kept saying that I was really smart. I mean I am but it got to me a little because in the past certain people always told me that it seemed like I was talking down to them. Honestly, I was! I just don’t want people to think I always have to be right or that I think they are beneath me. I learn so much from different people everyday. I may know a lot of useless information that doesn’t mean that I am actually smart.

I guess those are just my insecurities…not really that important because my friends now don’t see it that way I don’t think. So I guess this is my non-adventure to day. Just your average day in paradise!