Of Gods and Stupid Bois

So okay for those of you who don't know me you will know that I am not religious. I mean I am Pro-Choice and Gay…that alone gets my card revoked. When I walk into a church even Jesus leaves! (Just kidding) But there are two people in my life that are truly devout.

First there was Amber! Amber is an amazing person…she has come through a lot of trials and yet still has faith. She actually is incredible. I don't even think that there is a day that goes by that she even slips in her faith. She is an inspiration. Well Amber and I lost touch and then maybe a year ago we reconnected and since then I have been truly blessed in that fact. She makes me look at myself through the eyes of that higher power. Even though she made up some story about me and a goat…but it was actually funny!

Then there is the girl Kelley…not gonna lie…at first I thought she was one of those naïve church goers. Honestly, I have found inspiration in her faith. She too is one of those people that is inspiration because she is always happy and a lot of fun. I actually look forward to going to work most days because her desk is behind mine. Even though we have different faiths she has made me take a closer look at my own beliefs.

Okay so I am not just doing this to blow smoke up their buts…its just lately a lot of people have been telling me that I am positive and upbeat. That is a complete change from before. It may be because I am actually doing something that I love to do. I also have really great friends. Old and New! I just have a different attitude about life. I believe that those two incredible women actually had something to do with it. They have proven that having that amazing blind faith can make you happy. They both remind me of Joyce Meyers who is a great speaker.

Well that is what was on my mind as I sit in the dark tonight. LOL…I have acting all emo lately too though. I kinda got this attitude last night with someone and then got called on it. I don't know why I was like that. I guess that is jealousy. I mean that's okay in moderation…I will get through it. Part of the problem is that I am in love with someone who just doesn't get it. I mean he has got to know I love him…I tell him that all the time! Yes, I am talking about you my prince. I just wish he could understand that no matter what happens in this world I will always walk by his side, carry him when he can longer walk, and push him when he needs help.

Last night was fun though! Oh yeah I am a little jumpy tonight…a lot on my mind…so just bear with me… we did go out and I started out a little moody, then I was fine. I had a good time…I turned into one of those loving drunks that had to tell people how much I love them…;-p It is better then being a mean drunk. OHHHHH juicy….so there was this weird energy in the air last night. People that were polar opposites were making out and others were trying to get a piece of the Pat Pie! Then there was someone who acted really weird…sexual tension was really high last night. It was really weird! Again had a good time though.

It is actually nice and quite tonight, just me an Reba. Kinda nice to be alone with my own thoughts. I am just thinking about life and the pursuit of happiness. I have come to the conclusion that I think that I am headed for great things or a brick wall one of these days. LOL. I am also thinking about the fact that I have to go clean up someone else's puke! Gross! For those of you who feel like puking in my house don't cause the next person who pukes on my floor is sleeping on the patio! I mean it…but that's it for now…leave me a comment!